Rabbit holes in Mind Control to the hidden baby breeding of a successful British singing Artist
in Mind Control to the hidden baby breeding of
a successful British singing artist
again wanted the facts out first and did not want people to be prejudiced
or blur those truths that I have already told.
I set up a weight training service for crack users in a day care service. That was primarily for crack users. A woman came in very hyper, restless energy. In a team meeting following the session the workers went through feedback on each of the clients for the day. They told me this woman was not on crack , but everything about her energy said she was ; I have worked with about 2000 crack users ,it’s my specialist area therefore I informed then ‘No, I believed she was using don’t care what she says’.
there was no flow. She was like a lottery ball container throwing out pieces seemingly random, which joined together over time as whole
When I had previously worked with her, yes she was hyper but how had
she attended services and ended up with a crack addiction and her
away as a hopeless case?
.I therefore continued working with her and in truth this mutual attraction we both put to one side and focused on the fight to regain custody of the child for it held greater importance.
The next morning her one year old son who has known me since in the womb awoke and saw us wrapped up together, sat up and clapped with joy. And that was me out of the professional arena. I wasn’t able to work physically and due to untold interference on phones between me and my clients I had to wind down my service.
After threats of ASBO’s and the removal of musical equipment, the authorities eventually backed off. We moved house, again 2007 to a multi cultural area, equipped with experience now on how to handle neighbours and with understanding of game played in gang stalking realms, to target victim from every angle. So when the first neighbour came round knocking to say too loud , his son is a student and needs to study, I replied ok , what time do you suggest is ok, for her to sing, because that is her profession , so she needs to practice . He suggested 11am, so it was agreed 11am was fine; start singing.
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The auditions was held in May 2009, we all queued for hours and sat in the O2 arena for several more, eventually I took the children home, to eat and said we will come back, I think she waited 14 hours to audition (normal) eventually they called her number, at the start the number means nothing, because you are given them as you arrive in a random queue.
In the booth was a Sony executive –she started to sing he closed his eyes to listen, she closed hers too. to give her best , she finished ,opened her eyes and he opened his , with a smile ,( like he could hear ka-ching) ,said your through , asked her name, which she said , then he handed her the golden ticket meanwhile asking her to spell it . But excitement took over her and she ran screaming from the booth with her ticket. She then had to queue to register so as to go through to the next round she would be told when and where to go, and need 2 songs ready verse and chorus
Away she went and practiced practiced practiced some more to perfection.
The X factor audition
girl ‘Clara’ look like, and through describing her she come to realize she looked like herself at that age.
I friend requested her for my partner and she was accepted. But MySpace was becoming out of fashion and was being replaced by face book. I therefore also requested friendship of the same woman on face book. She accepted. My partner and I looked through her friend list together for clues and the daughter ‘Clara’; we came across a guy with a profile photo in black and white
In the same format as used of the mother on a Cd cover.
It was so similar in facial expression and they looked so alike, that she instantly said ‘Who’s that?’ friend requesting he accepted and therefore we could view his profile. She communicated to him that she believed she was his mother and then recovered memory of giving birth to him.
Again another photo that was very similar to that of the mother taken by a teacher at school. Age 16;
for reasons of privacy I have temporarily removed the image of the young girl that has a very simular pose
There were other aspects of our life rocking the boat but I will cover them at a later date....Thank you for reading so far.....The truth will set us free
I have also since seen Cheryl Cole wearing in video
‘Fight for this love’.
This also led me to study the Bourne films to see what he was wearing and it does appear he wears black trainer/boots but interesting also he changes footwear; even when filmed in say one chase....hmmm why?
With the running she found if she went into a trance like state she would find herself running really fast at a constant rate. I later read about the ‘yellow brick road’ programming in Kathleen Sullivan’s book ‘Unshackled ‘. you can obtain free download on line but due to me being in a library at present I am prevented from getting the link address, when I have use of my computer again I with adapt this link;until click on the image as I have put it with the amazon link
These super athletic abilities also included that sometimes when she kicked, her leg would go much higher than normal. It started to make some aspect of her childhood make sense like she was really good at fencing at school and once in doing long jump she said she had broken a world record, but the teacher became very uncomfortable and denied the distance she had just jumped; she couldn’t understand why he behaved so.
And so did the first son found He loved gospel music and she practiced singing gospel daily to keep her vocal cords strong; therefore had a range of songs that she had added her own touch too over the years, we decided to video record them and put them on YouTube to share with them and the world. Here they are:-
up above my head
This also was a way to demonstrate to the music industry her current vocal range.
It is worth sharing for it gives some insight into how subtly games are played, planned and practised.
I hadn’t heard her speak in those tones before but could here it sounded like the education inspector so told my partner, what had occurred. She was with me at the time of the call.
The Girl's age 11
At the visit; as always she was a perfect child.
(I wrote this blog originally in parts and am currently still to finish it, this is a blog I wrote to the Black Freemasons to try to address an issue I had regarding what I wrote further).
My partner continued to reassure me when she could that it wasn’t anything to do with me and to take no notice. She was still working hard deprogramming memories and now was able to communicate with the alters inside her that had been created in the past and ask them details about herself and experiences.
Then I suffered with my spine (prolapsed disc) and spent 9 months on my bed; then agreed to surgery; which worked out the day after my partner gave birth to the daughter who went into care and resulted in a year later my partner arriving at my service wanting to gain her back and have care order revoked.
t is now in retrospect I can see she had a shattered mind but at the time I had never seen anyone like it; spinning around the place and giving me loads and loads of information without any structure on how things came out, yet all major pieces of a greater puzzle or several puzzles is what I saw. Due to our forced separation I spent most of my time with the children and in the evening alone. I went on the computer but was no longer looking for children she had given birth too, due to discovering the boy they brought to England. I watched DVD’s on occasions like ‘matrix’ anything that appeared to have information on mind control; I scrutinized and analysed. Sometimes the mother was able to sit with me to watch DVD’s but rapidly my eyes were deteriorating, I had managed to stop the pain, and bulging and red lids with puffiness, but my vision when tired became double, therefore it became increasingly difficult to watch DVD’s. When I was tired I was only able to have single vision if I looked straight ahead so I used the computer more for research. I felt extreme loss as my partner was no longer with me in the same way, I tried painting my emotions. I felt very trapped although my spine is unstable somehow dancing heals it. And so I try to include it in my life. I would go to the clubs at weekends alone to dance, my partner never had an issue with it as she knew I was just going to dance and wanted me to go
she continued to deprogram as fast as she could face each trauma and learnt how she understood many languages. In the past she had remarked how she felt she understood what foreign people were talking about and now she was finding she actually could understand many languages. Like she went to the local shop and in front of her were a polish couple; she found she fully understood the guy was asking the woman in polish were the bags too heavy. She did have memories of being on tour in Bulgaria and her manager throwing her into a room; it was a large room with wooden panelling on the walls. After this event she remembers him trying to get it out of her what went on in the room. Then the next memory was that she was with these 2 white guys, she assumes CIA. She recalls being in some high building on the 10th floor, and that there were high buildings everywhere. She recalls sitting on a chair and one of the guys saying a number code and then she spewed out loads of information, but could not at the time recall what she reports to them. Memories come to her in visual form a bit like a clip from a video; consequently she recognized one of the men to be sat on the interview panel when she applied for her job, which she kept for 12 years in the benefits agency. She also had a memory of translating Japanese. Here she was accompanied by 2 white American guys, she was required to listen to the Japanese guys and translate to the Americans what they were saying, she can see she is wearing black leggings and top and Black rebook trainer boots. But she then sees her hair was messy and this puzzled her, as it was her hair was straightened and normally tied back in a pony tail in this alter. After rewinding time a bit prior to this she sees was wearing a back duppy cloth and then she removed it and this somehow switched her to being able to translate. On this occasion she recalls responding to the Japanese guy speaking that she didn’t think that would be a problem, after they had expressed concerns about there being a problem. The American agents then told her they didn’t ask her to have an opinion and to just translate for them. Come March 2010 we did manage to get a day here and there to the seaside and river but it was extremely hard. Her son we had found in St Lucia was wanting to speak to her but she couldn’t cope with anymore stress and yes it seemed her children were being handled also and used in a way to control her indirectly. Another son she had raised here in England until age 8 was very distant from her and come Mothers day he never acknowledge her. The daughter we found did but the daughter living with us and still a child wrote in her Mother’s day card to Lou and Mummy. She was yet to tell the son we had found had been brought over to England that she was his real mother. It seemed she had given birth every year since aged 10. The son yet to be told father was battered by Police in custody and was a big case in England, He was killed and so every year she visits is grave on his birthday, she didn’t feel strong at all but we all walked to the grave and she planted a rose bush. Father’s day came and she was overjoyed for that day she passed her green belt in karate.
After this she took her out quite a lot, leaving her son behind. He was confused for he hadn’t done anything wrong but he stayed with me.
Then she started taking them both together out for the day. This was fine as it gave me a break but meant it became increasingly more difficult for me to do their home schooling work with them, I just had to keep adapting. I soon learnt they were being turned against me, for one day she left the boy with me. He was upset because he wanted to go with them and didn’t know what he had done wrong. Her interaction with me was conflicting, no matter what we tried her ‘nasty’ alter didn’t like me and didn’t want resolve. When she returned I asked her what he had done. She said he knew what he had done, he had told her to shut up! I asked could he come out with me as she was in the garden with our daughter. She said yes. On our walk I told him ‘Mummy said you told her to shut up! He explained to me that she had kept saying nasty things about me that were not true and that his sister was agreeing. So he had asked her if they could talk about something else. I explained to him that I could see why he was standing up for me and truth but he couldn’t say these things to her as she was his Mother. On our return he decided to apologies to her and it was accepted. It was a difficult situation but I was proud of his ways he diplomatically dealt with it.
Meanwhile the benefits’ agency was doing their thing and was playing all sorts of games to hold back owed money. She had previously been called in for an interview around January/February, where she was held there for a few hours, I waited outside in the car with the children. The money matter was making us short but we were managing. Along with her alter being irritated by me she would accuse me of being jealous too, which is something I don’t experience and she neither normally. I was communicating with her daughter we found in St Lucia who needed a phone and we had a spare I wanted to send it with some designer jeans we had that were a very slim fit and didn’t fit neither of us. I told her I would send them but she complained it would cost too much, this wasn’t her normal way of addressing thing. I said I would pay then. Later she switched back into her normal self and said no of course send her and that she was sorry, and that she knew I wasn’t jealous and to take no notice.
The first months of that year all my money went on the car e.g. tax, MOT, etc but now with my eyesight perfect again I received double benefit when I went to collect it, there was no clear reason for this but I drew it out and so now had cash. On my return home I noticed on the wall she had a little table chart of her priorities to focus on in life, it wasn’t new but I hadn’t viewed it before. I saw I was 8th in her priority list; this filled me with anger for here was I putting them first. I thought no this can’t work. I wasn’t sure what to do for I knew our situation wasn’t normal and all were dependent on my support. I phoned a friend and said I didn’t know what to do. She lived by the sea. She said you are welcome to come here if you want. I didn’t know what I was doing but decided to pack a bag and put it in the car and await her return as I had the daughter with me. The mother returned and was hostile on entering the street door. So I calmly said good bye. She shouted at me saying she hadn’t finished her plans for the day but told me yes go! I drove to the sea walked the beach and breathed.
My sister had a flat there too so I called her and she agreed I could stay there for a break. My phone was on but I received nothing until the next day, whilst on the beach I got a text from her saying she didn’t know what to say, couldn’t think nor knew what day it was. I tried to call back but no connection so I drove back to London to try and resolve. When I arrived she looked at me with hate so I went in the kitchen and started washing up. I then tried to talk with her. She said she couldn’t get past me saying weeks prior ‘I didn’t want anyone.’ I suggested it may be programming triggered for I had apologised and she knew it wasn’t true but she couldn’t get past it. She agreed and said she would try and deprogram it out and to go back to Brighton then come and collect them all the next day. So Of I went.
The following day it was raining so I thought no I won’t go home as they were only coming for the day. But then she called and said stop crying she had packed cloths and to ask my sister if we could have the flat for a few days. Then we could try to work things out and be away from home and neighbours; whom were triggering her in different ways each day. So I drove and collected them all as my sister agreed.
She expressed how she was struggling with what was coming up and asked that I paint the bed room on our return, to try to change things in some way. I agreed and made sure she liked the colour paint. With my new album I had bought by Lauren Hill; explaining her mind control I merrily painted the room. On finishing she said no I don’t like it, too dark.
Due to have the short previous time to reflect I decided id conflict arose again I would return to Brighton. The next day it did so off I went again. I spent a few days away then returned neither of us was sure as to how to resolve the conflict.
I was burnt out, unable to concentrate, brain overload. We tried to get along but the nasty alter didn’t want that, She had the children out with her most days and so I was alone or I had just one of the children with me. I had cured my eye diseases but doctors said I had an unstable thyroid gland and yes I did have endless energy and was losing weight. She had always watched DVDs with me which we found related to different aspect of mind control. This had been something I studied to learn and understand more but they were becoming harder for me to watch adding to more brain overload whilst under this stress. One day she asked do you want to get some DVDs. I said ‘No! I know enough’. She looked shocked and taken back and said ‘but you don’t know everything!’ Her voice sounded fearful of the possibility. I said ‘well I know enough.’ She went downstairs, then about an hour later she came back and said ‘When I’m back singing again I am not saying nothing about mind control you are to do the talking.’ I said ‘ok’. But found it odd that she expressed this like it was really important that I know. She then left the room.
She seemed to be quietly crying a lot, but if I asked about it she would say no she was fine.
One day she expressed in the car how I should never have put on face book that I was bored, for I knew how ruthless the handler we both knew was. The truth is I never did write this only expressed it to her in the house. But I had learnt not to argue with her, we were lucky to be driving together in the car as a family. Now on reflection all those little odd comments add up to some hidden agenda I believe; like she had already been accessed and maybe even was being ordered to get rid of me somehow. I recall another time when she came back to her normal self when I was crying about my eyes and she said ‘Why are you so strong? ‘and her tone was like I puzzled her in that I should leave her and I didn’t I just kept going. Like she was being made to push me but I wouldn’t go, of course in a normal relationship I would of but this wasn’t normal.
Her public image regarding her singing was very hidden by the powers that be, this was due to her refusing to sell her soul ; every year prior to living with me, on her birthday she was asked and refused, but this was in another alter, most likely an alter that was present when performing. But at the end of 2009 one of her music videos that she made was uploaded, then a live Top of the Pops performance of the same song. The live performance is very telling for it is clear she is not in the alter I knew as a performer. During these conflicting times she said to me “I’ve seen the ‘Top of the Pops’ video and I don’t want to discuss it.
Yet the lyrical content was so much about selling oneself for abuse that people would very likely believe she did.
Regarding this song I did ask her previously upon realising what the song was about why she sang such a song?She said she hadn’t really thought about the lyrics and in truth nor had I or probably most people as they sing along to it.
But this is not how she normally operates, for she is a perfectionist, therefore analysis songs to gain the emotional understanding.
I do believe she didn’t analyse the song in her normal (front alter) self; for else she would be aware. Therefore it seems another alter is present (co -conscious) when she performs, but she is unaware of it yet it is visible to those whom have eyes to see. This is a very complex matter deserving its own blog for there are many aspects involved.
My knowledge of Crack –cocaine addiction is vast. I really enjoyed working with this client group, but this could no longer be. I had been working with an old client up until about March 2010 but once my eyesight went double I could no longer drive to meet the client.
I had previously attempted to write a book for the users in 1998 but upon taking this case in 1999 I learnt that there was another type of user I didn’t fully understand; which I went on to learn were Mind Controlled users. Now with enough insight I was working on finishing the book but needed to find a way of publishing.
The normal route would be to approach either government agencies or publishers but I previously I had identified 6 types of users but now was aware of 7 and mind control was not talked about publically in 2010. Therefore I felt strongly that the Government would want to edit the information I gave on Mind Control slaves. I believed big named publishers would be scared to touch it too.
I asked the children what they thought I should do. I told them I can either give the public 90% of info in the book and sell loads and Government would take it and big named publishers or give 100 % but maybe only one person would read it; what did they think I should do.
The boy instantly said 100%; the girl asked more questions on the variables but concluded give 100%.
I felt very much a block around the publishing and wrote on my face book wall at the time, 11 May 2010,’Running on blind faith looking for publishers, not easy got blocks need to submerge my head underwater ‘. I had a bath and saw walls in the way and knew I had to smash them down.
There is still more to follow but I need to break the next part down into days, only 19 days left to write on.